How can i get over jealousy?Please be supportive?

okay this is so stupid please dont laugh n think im dumb! okay here goes nothin (huh) i have this huge crush on my favorite celebrity lil wayne and he dated this gurl named trina dont you know how wen a persons jealous of another they always compare themself! well thats wat i do and she has so many features that i dont light skinned, real thick, long pretty legs n most of all a fat dont get me wrong i can be beautiful n i have a but its not as big as hers n bout the light skinned thing he said sumthing really hurtful he said in his song california luv you know i like em reddish witch is a redbone light skinned i cried wen i heard it cuz im chocolate n he always sayz he ned a bad yellow trick why is he discriminating women like that he may neva know he may fal in luv wit 1 n i think bout it everyday so im constantly sinnin pepz always talkin bout me cuz im chocolate n it aint fair so i cant stand trina nor her music hes dating this gurl nivea n i stil fell da same